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2010 will be great!

I'm believing in 2o1o:

1. Family salvation -

God had done great work during the first few visits my parents had made to the church but I pray God will do a greater work this time so that both my parents and my brother can experience the blessings of God.

2. Healing -

So that I can have lesser headaches and dizzyness. God can heal my anemia too. So I don't have to spend money on medications and consultations anymore. I believe!

3. Financial stability -

I pray hard that I can be more stable in my finances. Thank God i still manage to keep some of my tuitions. I pray I can contribute to home more, able to bless people, savings after all the offerings are tithings are done. Pray I can have more than enough even during the Arise and Build!

Top 3 priorities in 2o1o! The rest, I leave it to God. I want 2010 to be another year that I can stand strong and testified of His goodness and faithfulness! He always is!

Psalm 2:12
Blessed are those who put their trust in Him.

God of my youth

When I was first saved, I was 15 years old turning 16. In the year 2005, the service before Christmas marked my first significant date with God. I remembered, I was shy but I was very touched by the presence of God and the Word shared and I raised my hand to receive salvation. That first step of mine I took was the step that I have never ever regretted. The member seated beside me gave me a hug, I still remembered and my tears stained her blouse.

From that day onwards till today, it has been almost 4 years already. Time flies. I've grown up, I'm now 19 turning 20 and I've changed. I'm not shy anymore, in fact I'm pretty much noisy and hyper. But one thing that has never changed: God's love for me.

Even up till today, every show-up by God and every experience with Him, I still remember in my heart clearly. This blog has also helped me to remember every special moment and word that He has spoken to me. To my own amazement, I just realized, this blog is 2 years ago! Since December 2007! When I was still a JC 1 kid! I re-read the entries and still feel so touched. My heart is still full of gratitude. God is really wonderful and awesome, most of all, He is always always faithful!

Thank you God. God of my youth, God of my forever, God of my ALL.

This is the blog where I feel I can most freely share my thoughts, my struggle, my pain and my experience. Every single reader in secret(honestly I have no idea who is reading or if there is any. haha) is very much appreciated and I pray that in a way or another my entry may encourage you if you are going through a similar situation as me and share the same joy we have in God!

Today I decided to blog because I can feel God's love very much more real each and every day. Really.

Few days back, I visited doctor for some skin problem and realized I have to spend a huge sum(in my opinion) for treatment which may in the end be redundant if there's no effect. I really felt very burdened for myself, for my health and for the money wise.

But GOD IS GREAT. And I believe He will protect me over this season and provide for me. If you believe together with you, I hope you can pray a simple prayer for me. God bless you my friend :]

And I watched this video which touched my heart very much. I hope it blesses you as well.

God protects, even little girl. I love God. HE IS AWESOME!

Love of God

Recently, pastors have been preaching about the love of God. Truly like what Pastor said, it's not the love for God that matters but it's about the love of God. I thought about it these days and each time I recall how He demonstrated His love, my tears cannot stop dropping.

Our love for Him cannot do much. Yes. Although God, having the very nature of Father, would love to see us loving Him, it's actually His love that overcomes everything.

Every wonderful thing is based on His unconditional love for us.

It's the love OF God that we're saved, eternally. He died on the cross for us because of His love for us, not ours for Him.

It's the love OF God that right now we can have freedom. Our chains are truly gone. We've been set free by our God, our Savior who rescued us.

It's the love OF God that we can be forgiven countless times by Him regardless of the number of times we disappoint Him.

To take it into more personal.

It's the love OF God that I found a pathway even though I didn't do well for my A'levels. When I thought I'm at the end of nowhere, He showed me that He had and still has a plan for me.

It's the love OF God that I was once struggling to love myself but now I don't. God loves me so much He died for me and I know I am definitely someone of worth, at least in His eyes.

It's the love OF God that saved me through every challenges, every failure and every setback. When I thought I'm all alone, He never fails to turn up just on time to save every teadrops.

It's all about His love for me. Unconditional love. Never has He or will He ever set rules and conditions for anyone to attain His love. It's all poured out and freely to receive.

I cannot imagine what would become of me if God has not love me the way He always does.

Thank You God!

Yahweh

I saw this posted up in FB by Sheng Hong. An introduction of this awesome song! If you have not yet to watch this video, do click on it and start it playing.

I'm in awe of You, Yahweh.

When the music fades

All is stripped away.

Today I really got reminded of God's love and His grace in my life. I cannot forget all those times in the past and even up till now, how He never fails to walk me through every journey.

Still remember, my first encounter was the time I gave my heart to God. When I felt lonely and my world was dark, God brought light to my life. That was Christmas. I still remembered. Everything changed. But it doesn't mean life turned easier. It meant that I wasn't alone anymore in my journey for the rest of my life. That was the very first touch of God upon my life.

Then soon it was O'levels. I tried so hard and studied very hard. That was the time when I really put in loads of efforts. I will never forget. How i get so tired easily and started to pray more. When God answered my prayers and strengthened me and He gave me good results which I was really happy with. That's the first time I experienced the miracles of prayers.

It didn't end there. A'levels were much worse off. Probably because I was really distracted and tired of studying so hard but still not fruitful. The process was tedious enough but the receiving results period was so tough. I didn't know it was such a devastasting moment for me. There were loads of comforts, lots of consolations and loads of encouragement. I appreciated but it didn't help. So I turned to God and God covered me with His huge big arms telling me "It's okay now. Everything's okay." He gave me the strength to stand up again and fight. That's the first time I experienced God's comfort and joy.

The journey didn't end here.

He sent so many people to bless me financially during my SOT when I had only $4.05 in my bank for the entire week. When he sent a friend to bless me, I couldn't stop crying all the nights in that whole week before I sleep. That was the first time I experienced God's outpour of love.

Call upon the name of the Lord and be saved.
He is worthy. Of. All. Praise.

How long more?

Just how long more will I stay a pessimist?

All the negative thoughts that flood my mind every now and then, just how long more will I be able to drive them out?

All then impossibilities that are written in my heart, just how long more will I be able to believe?

All the circumstances and situations, just how long more will I be able to see the light to it?

How long more will people wrong me for my kind intentions?

How long more will I need to hold on to it?

How long more will I be able to hold my peace?

Just how long more?

"Just a little while more, My daughter. I am on your side."

"What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?"
Romans 8:31

Just a little longer. And I am done.